From as early on as I can recall - I saw, heard and sensed things around me that others didn't seem to be aware of. I also knew things about people, their lives, their emotions and interactions with others, good and bad.
My very first memory is of pulling myself up to stand, well - wobble - in my cot. I was holding onto the bars feeling agitated and a very clear thought formed; 'where is everyone?'. Shortly after which time, someone appeared. I also had an awareness of space; I knew where the cot, door and windows were. Another early memory is of heads and beings coming into the room, accept they didn't come through the door, they floated through the air, zooming in and out. I also had images of star systems, that ran in parallel to the earth images - like a screen split in two. These are my very first memories, indicating an awareness of other worlds and other beings during this incarnation. I regularly interacted with other souls; a common phenomenon young sensitive children experience, often referred to by adults, as ‘invisible friends’. Although I was very aware of these happenings and none of it felt anything other than normal to me, I wasn't able to speak about such things openly, not past a certain age. My family environment did not allow for that and most of my friends didn’t seem to resonate with me or my thinking - finding it far ‘too deep’ was the general consensus. So, I was pretty much on my own with my awareness.
A question I am often asked is ‘why/how were you awake so early on’? The answer to that generally lies in two key points; ‘‘the relevance’ (objective/matter during each incarnation) and ‘the relativity’ (measurement/degree concerning evolutionary age - individual and collective). Both of these points combined are pre-determined Nature and Nurture formulae that serve specific purposes.
For example; the nature of the individuals environment and events exposed to determine that individuals awareness through awaking (relevance). So, if their environments are particularly challenging ones or focussed on specific strains of human behaviour, as mine was, then they need to be awake very early on - out of necessity. The other determining factor is soul evolutionary age (relativity). This, too, determines how early on we activate universal awareness (refer to my Numerology, Geometrics and Quantum Physics pages for more information on that). But generally speaking, these are the two main factors that determine when you activate awareness and why. We all have a line of learning and challenges to face, as part of our evolution, and Numerology in particular gives you information on the soul’s age and the objectives chosen.
This is one of the reasons myself, and others like me, are here and awake from day one. The environment is the stage we all learn and develop on, which includes playing out our karma, good and bad. It is also about assisting with evolutionary phases through major dimensional transitions (where we are now) which means that some of us are here to teach as well as learn, or master a line of learning that we’ve been working on for some time, for the purpose of assisting others on their paths. This ensures accuracy at an accomplished level, which is required when educating others about specific aspects of human behaviours, particularly destructive ones.
The major shifts and changes currently happening on this planet are scheduled to happen, as is the educating and imparting of esoteric knowledge appropriate to this component dimension. The exposure of disruptive activities is, therefore, naturally part of the scheduled transition - hence the need for certain beings to go through certain, often challenging, experiences, for the purpose of individual and collective evolution.
So, that’s who I am, and why I am here now, at this time.
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